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♥ Thursday, December 20, 2007

--Life and Relationships--

In the beginning of everything even the smallest being living on planet earth has feelings to begin with many of us human beings tend to overlook other's feelings stepping on their ego and pride crushing their will underneath our feet having feelings in me sometimes i wish them all away how can i fight against"anger, sorrow and depression"they are the bane of my existance i wonder what do love really mean to us is it all about hugs and kisses or is it about missing her when she's gone waiting for her till you see her again there's a reason behing every single of our actions but sometimes we let our instincts reign over us we each have our secrets and we want our peace the start of a new symphony is the closure of the old hoping that one day everything will be perfect Minutes are ticking past the moments of out life slipping away trying to make everything last but what is left is our strongest memory life is fragile and so unpredictable there's so much I as a human can't do trying to make everything feel memorable but everything I do feels so damn painful How more how long before my time finishes leaving me in my own deathbed with nothing running and ending my in a final race this race of my life to find's life true meaning relationship is full with unexpected twists something that we take years to build can end in just a moment of wrong words so what in life is there for me to hold running away always seem easy so can I live with myself for this cowardly move?carrying and moving on keeping my life busy detaching my self from the painful holds of life there is only this much we can seek we must protect what belongs to us before everything turns black we must not give on our aspirations there goes me, rotting in the hospital hoping to get out of this asylum wasting so many time on useless matters and here am I hoping to get a ticket to heaven there are things i need to scream to my parents there are friends out there needing my consolation how could i forsake parents over arguments how can i forsake friends for freedom that's the scenario i see myself in the near future lying there with thoughts unspoken and regrets i will go against fate's fixture doing the things that arent easy, but are right no more tears and sobs on my funeral parade but grins and laughter of those i had helped leaving part of my soul deep in their heart not forgetting me after i am buried this is really what life means leaving on even after dying




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